Lord,

Sometimes, I want to quit everything.

I want to walk away from it all.

My job, my business, my writings, my doctor’s degree.

Sometimes, I wonder why I got a doctorate or started a business when nothing worked.

I keep hearing that life will improve and you will get more respect when you get a doctor’s degree.

Well, it is not happening here!

Sometimes, my life has worsened since the degree and the business.

I want to give up on it all.

Am I just feeling sorry for myself?

Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve anything!

God, I need your help!

I am ready to withdraw and keep my mouth shut.

Have I tried everything?

Maybe it seems like it.

However, if there are avenues, please show me.

Just let me know.

I am giving up on myself and helping others for my time here.

In Jesus name,

Amen

Lord,

It is the first day of August.

This month, I am going to do things that I enjoy doing.

It was very nice to cook dinner, walk, and watch the moon rise.

The simple things in life.

Working hard, stressing, and having my mind full trying to figure out how to succeed, I’m my business, and my job is not worth it.

Checking email and finances every 5 minutes is not good.

I admire my daughter and her family for camping and enjoying themselves outdoors.

That is great.

God, please help me clear my mind, relax, enjoy life, and do what I want to do.

I know I will run into some tests, but I know You will pull me through.

Life is short.

I need to enjoy it.

In Jesus name,

Amen

Lord,

I know it has been a few days since I entered this journal.

No excuses.

As You know, I haven’t been too busy with my work, book, or business.

Lord, I need to be more organized to have something to do throughout the day instead of walking around aimlessly, bothering my wife.

I want to thank Millennium and the Government for the Spot Award.

Sometimes, I have been wrong about a company; Millennium sometimes takes care of it.

However, as mentioned before in my previous journal entries, I will not stress out about promotions, recognition, or any sort.

Please forgive me for my sins and help my wife relieve the chest cold and cough.

Please take care of my daughter and her family on their camping trip this week.

In Jesus name,

Amen

Well, Lord, it looks like the bank still blocks me from making any withdrawals from my account.

However, the good news is that I can still make automatic transfers.

I should be able to build up the funds for my family.

It is also good news that my wife can make deposits, withdrawals, and purchases.

I am going to keep it this way.

I don’t need my bank, and they don’t need me, ha! Ha!

I pray that I, with Your help, can come up with a solution to close all of my accounts without affecting our goals.

I pray for my granddaughter’s health and that she gets better really soon.

Thank You, Lord, for caring for my daughter and the great news she received today.

I pray that You please help my wife and eliminate what is in her.

I know that You can do this without any problem at all

Thank You for everything!

In Jesus name,

Amen

Hello God,

The video that I just saw had a lot of great points.

Especially the one about “focusing on becoming the person I want to be.”

You will always guide my life.

I want to be myself.

Do something I always want to do, not because somebody wants me to do it or because I want to become like others.

Chasing something that someone supposedly has is not the best thing for me.

It will lead me to nothing.

I thank You, Lord, for my wonderful family, house, cars, job, and health.

I thank You for your blessings and for saving me!

God, I am going to follow You.

You have my future and my present.

Please forgive me for my sins.

Thank You again for everything.

I love You, God!

In Jesus name,

Amen

Dear Lord,

I want to live a clean and healthy life.

A life that I can be proud of and that I can tell everyone about it without feeling embarrassed.

In other words, I want to live like You Lord.

I want to get rid of my sins and live just like you.

In peace, happiness, and love.

No stress, no worries.

I want to be an example to my family, daughter, granddaughter, and those looking for You.

God, I know that I don’t have much time left.

I always say that I am going to live forever, and I will.

It might not be here on Earth, but it will be in Heaven.

Please forgive me for my sins.

Please come into my heart and save me.

I have total faith in Your Lord.

Please Bless me with peace.

In Jesus name,

Amen

Our Father,

Thank You once again for a great day!

Thank You for a great life so far!

I enjoy sitting back on my porch, listening to nature, and enjoying the view.

Father, Thank You for opening my mind and finding creative ways to do things like writing.

Thank You for allowing me to wake up early and do things like reading and writing before work.

My goal is to get out of what I am doing and dedicate my time to other things I want.

Writing, being creative, opening my mind, etc.

Most of the time, when doing things, it is like checking off a task from the to-do list.

No joy at all,

Just do,

Complete,

Do,

Complete.

It is nobody’s fault but my own.

I need to take that step forward.

Thank You, God, for healing my sister.

I pray that you will heal my wife

Please get rid of the infection that is inside her.

She is very faithful and Loves You!

Thank You for your blessings, and I pray that You will save, clean, and eliminate these sins inside me.

I pray this in Your name, and please lead me.

Amen

Dear Lord,

Thank You for another day.

Thank You for allowing me to see my daughter, granddaughters, and son-in-law.

Also, Thank You for letting me see my wife.

I pray for safe travels.

I pray that everything will go smoothly and that You will give me wisdom and be with me if there are any glitches today in our travels.

Everything is in Your hands and I don’t have anything to worry about.

Keep me calm and stress-free during this journey.

We are here to enjoy the family.

In Jesus name,

Amen

Dear God,

Thank You for blessing me with another day.

I do not deserve another chance because of all my sins against You.

God, I know You are wonderful and love us all because of all the chances You have given Us.

We should not take these chances for granted.

Our time on Earth is limited; we must live each day like it is our last.

Serve you, love others, bring peace to those around you, and relax.

As my wife said, and it is also in the Bible, we should be captivated with things here on Earth!

Because when we leave, it stays.

Please bless and take care of my family.

I am looking forward to our trip on Monday!

Thank You for everything.

Please forgive me for my sins; come into my heart, clean and save me!

In Jesus name,

Amen

Happy Father’s Day, Lord!

I thank You for giving me another day.

Thank You for blessing me with a great life, family, love, salvation, and the talents to do your will.

I ask Your blessings to show me what You want me to do.

Lord, I ask for your blessing and protection for my family.

I especially ask for your protection and blessing for my wife.

I pray that will heal her and get rid of the illness.

Thank You for the great Father’s Day and many more to come.

Without Your love and blessing, I wouldn’t have any reason to celebrate.

Thank You God!

In Jesus name,

Amen!